I Need

Need a light bulb for guiding me the way to continue my path..

Need lots of cares from people who really concern me..

Need lots of happy smiles to cheer my days..

Need lots of nice melody to relax my tension..

Need some sports to function my brain..

Need a new hairdo to make me look nicer & 'spiritual'..

Need lots of vitamin to maintain my health..

Need a Nintendo Wii as the excuse for exercise..

Need an iPod Touch to share the fun with bored moment..

Need a new cellphone (BlackBerry?!)..

Need lots new outfits to replace the old one..

Need lots of skills to earn more vitamin M..

Need a car to travel around with my family..

Need a cutie angel to be with me..

Need a big hug from dearest hippo..

Need a long vacation at somewhere..

Need a private space for my own..

Need lots dark chocolates..

Need lots desserts to feed my tummy..

Seriously,

I REALLY NEED all that ~

*故事*

很巧合，每当她需要人陪伴时候，

他，总是在另外一头跟好友嘻哈。。

一个孤独，难过的她，显得更加凄凉。

等待，他有空回复她。

等待，他会拨电给她。

直到深夜，电话终于响起，

但他还是没空听她诉说。

当听见他那高兴的声音，

也不忍心影响他的开心的情绪，

她将所有悲伤深深地埋藏在心里，

免得把他的心情给高扎。

(她不在等待了。）

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“记得要与我分享你的喜怒哀乐。”

当她告诉他了，

换来他默默不出声。

后来的她也不出声了。

别人说，要沟通才会了解，

沟通能让感情变得更好。

原来，不适合用于他们的感情。

（她不在分享了。）

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为了让他专心上课，

口袋没钱的她，省吃省用，

减少花钱的机会，

给他买冷衣来保暖，

冷衣却被舍弃。

他，伤透了她的心。

（她不在浪费金钱了。）

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她长期把所有的约会给取消，

只为了配合他的时间，

好让彼此能有时间相见。

他却将大多数她有的时间给用在别人身上。

让她感觉到她只能在他应许之下，才能见他。

(她不在浪费时间了。）

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她见到其他的他是如此的贴心，

不仅让她心想不懂什么时候，他才会珍惜她呢？

他几时才会认真的对待她,不在粗心呢？

（她不在盼望了。）

p/s: It's full of disappointment =(

My dream didn't come true *sigh*

Recently, everything didn't go smooth for me..

Nevermind, the most important thing for now is

All the best to aaron, winnie & siew =)

Gambateh =)

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.

P/S: Just to share with you the post I've read in Facebook.

Piggy day XD

Feel relax and free on this weekend..

Guess what I did today?! Supposed to go out with Winnie yet she has cancelled the date and busy with her facebook games at home.. For me, spent my entire day for sleeping as a pig and watching Shin Chan when I was awake XD Okay okay, the most 'meaningful' thingy I did for today was making salad XD And the salad was ahem.. Tasted so nice when I was hungry only XD

Hmm.. Am I wasting my precious time?? Emm..I think so but nothing much I can do on rainy day =.= blah~ Rainy day~ *yawning* It makes me sleepy all the time @.@

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(Issue) Found that Vitamin M is not enough!! No matter how save I am..sigh~ Seriously no more outing for me, 'cause I'm broke *boohoo* However, it was good to stay at home at least I didn't spend money for today *cut cost* =D

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I've make a wish on last Tuesday, I really hope my dream will come true soon.. *praying hard*

May my dream come true..God Bless =)

Random photo for those who's missing me =P

Today's quote: "I'm L.A.Z.Y" XD

p/s: amy is missing aunty leng & aaron here..

Going back to hometown plan - on

Home Sick

Planning to have offdays again..

ngek ngek ngek~

'Cause I'm missing mummy and Aaron here!!

I wanna back home!!

I wanna back my sweet home!! *home sick*

Ohya, for those who are having SPM soon..

I'm here to wish you guys all the best and good luck =)

Believe in yourself and try your very best then will do =)

To aaronboy & bananasiew,

Gambateh!!

Appreciate and enjoy your SPM period!! hehe..

You'll be free soon!! *freedom*

Love,

amy

signing off*

Oil-Fried Devil mission failed

Should took more rest on this lovely Sunday, however I got up early this morning to market XD

The main purpose was to buy chinese doughnut a.k.a 'yau char kway' (oil-fried devil)!! Mission failed due to 'yau char kway' uncle didn't open stall today >.< (for the passed few weeks too *boohoo*) My breakfast supposed to be plain porridge + 'yau char kway' and now it replaced by ABC porridge =) *yum*

Oh, got to go out for another mission now XD

BYE~

Dear all, wish you have a wonderful Sunday ya =)

p/s: There'll be an important day for me tomorrow.. *God Bless me*

All the best to me ya =) I can make it!!!! =)

Black

It's Hurt & Disappointed!! Y___Y Both of these issues are always appearing in my days..Feeling like I'm nobody again~ Yup, A G A I N.. *annoying* Raining inside my heart now yet this time it rains 'peacefully'.. 'Cause no matter what happen, life still goes on~ Nothing gonna change the attitude of a person.. Knew it clearly since I was a small kid however still trying hard to push someone.. Still believe in miracle?! Emm..yup, just the miracle only available to others, I supposed.. Anyway, I just wish someone will success and shine in the future =) *god bless*

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To you, no more nonsensing from me.. Honestly, I hated to be people's nenek..LOL.. You're totally free now, no more 'controlling' from me.. Please do remember, the way you treat people equal to the way that people might treat you..

And thanks for your helping, cares & accompanying..

I'm sad to say that's no more post for someone in coming days as well..*decided*

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Feeling alone when troubles come..

Well, you're right that Trouble is A Friend..

I buy your words.. Thanks~

Guys, no worry.. I’m fine..*peace*

*Just a random picture*

原来，

每当流泪时，

为我擦泪的人都是自己。

聆听泪水的心声，

我明白了，

我微笑了。=）

Fashion day

Dressed up nicely to work in this morning..

Dress + high heel, it's quite normal for an OL to dress like this BUT nope for me..

Normally, I won't wear dress nor skirt to work due to some valid reasons..

So, my colleagues were surprise to see me in dress + high heel for today.. Some of them thought that I got hot date or something happening XD Actually, all because I needed to attend an event in the evening.. Went to one of the show of Malaysia International Fashion Week a.k.a MIFW with my bosses and seniors.. Although I'm not fashionista yet I like!! =) Quite fresh & interesting for me since this was the first time to be at a fashion show =)

I'm extremely tired after the 'high heel day', super duper sleepy at this moment!! *yawning*

p/s: My boss requested me to wear more dress instead of pant.. Hmmm... Yup, she's right.. Boss, shopping allowance is needed!! XD

*yawning*

GoodNight people =)

It's Thursday again

Some issues appeared last night.. Yup! Is him again, the problem creator.. Hmm..I'm wondering now, is it a must to entertain this little 'small kid'?? I have no idea what should we do to entertain the annoying person..XD

*yawning* I feel super sleepy now..

I am goin to sleep soon people!!! =)

Alright, GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT!!!!

p/s: I will go to get some cheap stuffs from Atria Shopping Centre which is nearby famous Hong Kee Dim Sum restaurant or some shops nearby KDU area..Why?? 'cause having Branded Sales there..

Me miss him that much XD

signing off*

The tired Friday

Damn bloody tired after working for whole day!! Some more it was raining when I was on the way back to home.. Massages needed!! XD Had a small celebration lunch for Olivia at Ying Ker Lou, the brand new Hakka restaurant at Pavy.. Ordered "pounded tea" a.k.a 'lei cha' as my meal manatau winnie also 'da bao' lei cha for my dinner.. Ate it for twice times today make me feel so healthy =P

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Once again, I'm disappointed!! Maybe I'm too greedy and expect for too much.. Yet, my 'wishes' are e.m.p.t.y~ *sigh* Anyway, the life's still going on no matter what happen~ God bless me and hope the positive thinking or +ve thingy really works in my life..

Whatever~ I have no energy nor spirit to analyse it anymore.. *TIRED*

p/s: Date me tomorrow, anyone?? XD

=(

I'm so disappointed at this moment..
Izit because it out of my expectation??
Yup, I think so~
Both of us decode and encode things differently..


*speechless*


signing off*

updating*

Just a short update of my Oct days..
For last week, went to Sunway Pyramid with my besttie..
It has been a long long long time didn't hang out at there already..
Hmmm..The last time that I appeared at Pyramid was one year ago~
Guess what!?! We lost in there because both of us couldn't recognize properly for the entrances or shops..aiks~ Spent most of our time for finding the shops that we would like to shop =(
Well well well, it didn't influence our shopping mood at all..hehe..
Tried 3 outfit at 4ver 21 and I like 3 of them!! Wished to buy all but I'm broke, as a result I bought nothing.. Nevermind, I was still happy 'cause I spent my quality time with mei hoong XD
For her, she managed to get a nice top at 4ever 21 and a pair of sandal which sorta Alibaba style one at Nicchi =)
She was happy too because her purse became slimmer now XD

*photos*

She's drinking kiwi blended sagu at Snowy..

Mango Sagu vs Kiwi blended sagu

1# I love this blue dress so much!!

2# The gold shinny material makes me look brighter..

3# Blackie dress - the bottom part is purple in color

Finished our shopping time, she drove me back to Cheras to pick noobie.. Afterthat, headed over to Balakong for steamboat.. Although it was the second time I went there, however I still cannot remember its name!! I meant the name of that steamboat shop.. I only know it located opposite South City Plaza XD

Snapped photo with ah dear =)

The ingredient of the tom yam steamboat =)

babe and me =)
He is extremely happy when FOOD is surrounding him!!! XD


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*A little update of my life in working place*

These are the photos of my company founder's day a.k.a annual dinner at GSC, Pavy..

Me with VP and Elaine =)

My senior - May Poh & dearest Boss - Bern =)

With Elaine again & Jin Jin =)

My senior - leng luis Olivia & Sandra =)

p/s: There will be more photos on next post..
Gain weight plan needed immediately!! Guys, any idea of gain weight?? Please let me know ya, Thank you very muchy!!!!! Drop me comment or message too.. =D